Wednesday, August 16, 2006
i dislike you more and more with each day i spend with you.
so go away, i won't miss you
all all.
go back and suck your momma's milk and play tennis until the ball hits your face.
i mean it. just go back go back go back.
because you exist, so i cannot treat you as though you are non-existant. i'm not that kind of person, and i can never be like that.
i almost exploded today, and i think she knows.
that's the reason why she talked to choonmin only, i think.
but i wished you would just go back, because you are just making realize all the negative things about you.
i concluded that these 17 days had been and will be a total waste of my time, energy and money.
and what made me dislike you so badly, isn't just yesterday. i guess i've been suppressing for so long until yesterday, when i couldn't take it anymore.
so go go go. you are causing me to make my grandmother angry. you are causing me to vent my frustrations on others. you are causing me to become a really horrible person.
and too bad if you think i'm scary or whatever. because i hope you are just so scared of everything else, you've just be scared your whole life.
today joyce just summed up everything. WE HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON AT ALL.
but the dinner was actually quite okay. because we're all hosting so we can pretty much understand each other. well some of the japanese are really nice and some are okay, i think yuhan's one is pretty nice in a way, very chatty and all. even though she falls into the small-eyes-with-single-eyelids-without-specs category, haha.
i talked to quite a lot of japanese, except my whole guest.
but now that i think back, i can totally think of the many times she made faces at me. today she made a face again, according to lee qi.
oh well, one day more. and i hope that when she's gone i can become normal again.
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