Friday, July 07, 2006
hello everyone.
firstly, i want to apologize for being so, according to others, sour this week. i wasn't really sour, just that i somehow felt that it was tiring to talk to others. couldn't think of things to say, didn't have things to say. you could say i was very sian. got pretty upset because of homework and stuff like that. and how i always promise myself to finish things up but i never do. just felt very sick and tired of everything. and also, very very unimportant. so my face was, again according to others, very sour. and i think i didn't really talk much this week. except to probably felly and kendra since they are the two people sitting beside me in class. so i'm really quite sorry about it. and very happy and thankful for the kinder surprise, long cock and gross strawberry corn stick, condom wrapper small little blue highlight and the chocolate mints. (i think it's pretty obvious that i didn't think of those words that were strike out. okay, even if it wasn't obvious, i tell you now. i didn't think of those words. other people did.) and i admit, i am touched!
today was really nice. i like early school dismissals, makes me feel fresh and nice. but kendra was being a bloody sicko who indulged in pinching and torturing me, while using 'help you to gain knowledge and know your body better' as an excuse. she's really sick, she loves to see me squeal in pain and laugh at my expressions.
went to eat prata and yujie's house after school. all of them made me feel very sad because they blamed me for finishing math worksheet so late and causing them to be really hungry. especially felly. but it's okay, because i seriously hope she'll eat more and more and more and grow fatter. ohohoh, we watched crywolf! nonono, it's CRY_WOLF. omg, the plot is really good and the woman is really smart yet psycho at the same time. but i thought some parts were quite dry.
oohoohooh! i feel good during third lang today. because firstly, i didn't sleep! and i knew the meaning of this term when many people forgot. other than that i was as usual, hopeless. and i was pretty unglam, wearing my breast-bleeding hongzi and holding this 'thank you, special gift' plastic bag.
and then went back to yujie's house again and we played mahjong! oh yeah, they managed to deflate my ego again by telling me that they were very sian to see me again. i tell you such people really makes me feel damn hopeless about myself. i'm not irritating, i'm kind! not kidding. omg i tell you mahjong is damn fun and addictive and even though i didn't win, it's okay. i know why. i'm saving my luck for next week. and plus i'm a practical person, no money, don't win also nevermind. i love myself and i love mahjong.
and i love yujie too! she's been really nice, cooking for everyone of us (and i know she likes me best because she cooked my noodles last and it's known that yujie always saves the best for the last). and she helped me set up all my mahjong tiles when i told her to! so nice, i like!
and everyone is in this contact lens craze now.
next time, we should have set aside some time for mahjong and cards and some movie/drama serial marathon. ooh, so shiok.
and i need to bathe now, because i'm smelly and dirty and very smelly and very dirty.
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