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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

sigh, i'm feeling upset and moody when i know i shouldn't.

my mood has been awry since term 3 week 2? i think. like all the insecurity and frustration just starts setting in and i've been feeling so lousy. and things haven't been going too well, either. not even now, even though it's sabbaticals. life science is hell boring and school just feels like a waste of time this week. i don't think i learnt anything much from environmental science, and i don't think i'm going to learn much from life science, advanced or not. every lesson just prompts me to sleep. maybe it's just me, i'm plain stupid and not intellectual enough for something like that.

and i'm so irritated with myself because my life is so disgusting. no, it's not school or anything else, it's just me. i hate the way i lead my life, how i cannot set my priorities right and how i just don't the things that i should do. i don't think anyone has such a problem, because nobody is probably as disgusting as me.

anyway i found out today that nanyang girls cannot sing buttons, because we cannot loosen up our hongzi buttons, we can only piak them open!

thanks to smelly who saved her ginger snaps especially for me. and for coming to find me to share your ginger snaps with me even though i was supposed to be the one to find you. even though i didn't say, i thought it was sweet.

I'm telling you to loosen up piak open my buttons babe (uh huh)
But you keep frontin' (uh)
Sayin' what you gon' do to me (uh huh)
But I ain't seen nothin' (ah)

heaven on earth
11:46 pm