i feel pretty sorry about today's training. i think i sort of screwed it up.
i'm trying to use pms as an excuse, and i truly wish it's just pms.
speaking of which, i'm still anticipating! i wonder if my body will give me a present on my birthday!
a red and gory present. topped off with cramps. you can call it, the joys of womanhood.
i've been rolling my eyes a lot ever since the start of this year. i'm feeling damn sian of everything and sometimes i think i'm damn smart when i'm apparently not and heck care about stuff. and when the results come out, i regret.
and school is one thing, judo is another. nowadays i don't even care when i get thrown during randori. (i seriously think that X will be in team. unless she continues her current mood swing or whatever you call it and stops coming for training.)
hahaha. but after training, bernie, faithie and pennie penny went to coro. it was really funny. and because i'm lazy, i shall rip off leong.
"after training we just sat at coro and ate and talked cock! and the auntie was talking about hcjudo guys and poof! they appear. and blackspex was super loud when she said: i started pms-ing yesterday, i'm going to get my period for my birthday.
the stupid wonderful j2s started laughing their asses off. i swear we are going to disown blackspex. and her humongous laughter.
no, i'm kidding. we still love penmoony.
and it was super late when we left, it was all dark and we couldnt see blackspex. just her uniform walking around."
please take it with a pinch of salt though. because more than half of it is untrue! i am not going to be disowned and i am loved. because if i am not, i will jab you with my wonderful version of 'nobody wants to be lonely'. and i did not say "... i'm going to get my period for my birthday." believe me. because my menstrual cycle will be known as Present, not Period for the whole of this month.
and, lastly! to end off my post.
NOBODY WANTS TO BE LONELY by christina aguilera and ricky martin
Why, why, why Oh ooh ohh heey
There you are, in a darkened room And you're all alone, looking out the window Your heart is cold and lost the will to love Like a broken arrow Here I stand in the shadows In the shadows Come to me, come to me Can't you see that
Nobody wants to be lonely Nobody wants to cry My body's longing to hold you So bad it hurts inside Time is precious and it's slipping away And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh) Nobody wants to be lonely So why (why), why don't you let me love you
(Why) ooh ohh yeah, (why) oh why, (why)
Ooh ooh, yeah Can you hear my voice, do you hear my song It's a seranade, so your heart can find me, ohh And suddenly you're flying down the stairs Into my arms, baby, ohh
Before I start going crazy Going crazy, ohh Run to me Run to me Cause I'm dying...
Nobody wants to be lonely Nobody wants to cry (cry, i dont wanna cry) My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you) So bad it hurts inside Time is precious and it's slipping away And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh) Nobody wants to be lonely So why
Why, why don't you let me love you I wanna feel you need me Feel you need me Just like the air you're breathing Breathing, I need you here in my life
Don't walk away, don't walk away Don't walk alway, walk away Oh, no, Oh no...
Nobody wants to be lonely Nobody wants to cry...yeah yeah
Nobody wants to be lonely (yeah ohh ooh) Nobody wants to cry My body's longing to hold you So bad it hurts inside (inside) Time is precious and it's slipping away And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh) Nobody wants to be lonely So why (why), why don't you let me love you Let me love you...
Nobody wants to be lonely Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry...) My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you) So bad it hurts inside Time is precious and it's slipping away And I've been waiting for you all of my life Nobody wants to be lonely So why (why), why don't you let me love you