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Thursday, May 04, 2006

i feel pretty sorry about today's training. i think i sort of screwed it up.

i'm trying to use pms as an excuse, and i truly wish it's just pms.

speaking of which, i'm still anticipating! i wonder if my body will give me a present on my birthday!

a red and gory present. topped off with cramps. you can call it, the joys of womanhood.

i've been rolling my eyes a lot ever since the start of this year. i'm feeling damn sian of everything and sometimes i think i'm damn smart when i'm apparently not and heck care about stuff. and when the results come out, i regret.

and school is one thing, judo is another. nowadays i don't even care when i get thrown during randori. (i seriously think that X will be in team. unless she continues her current mood swing or whatever you call it and stops coming for training.)

hahaha. but after training, bernie, faithie and pennie penny went to coro. it was really funny. and because i'm lazy, i shall rip off leong.

"after training we just sat at coro and ate and talked cock!
and the auntie was talking about hcjudo guys and poof! they appear.
and blackspex was super loud when she said: i started pms-ing yesterday, i'm going to get my period for my birthday.

the stupid wonderful j2s started laughing their asses off.
i swear we are going to disown blackspex.
and her humongous laughter.

no, i'm kidding. we still love penmoony.

and it was super late when we left, it was all dark and we couldnt see blackspex.
just her uniform walking around."

please take it with a pinch of salt though. because more than half of it is untrue! i am not going to be disowned and i am loved. because if i am not, i will jab you with my wonderful version of 'nobody wants to be lonely'. and i did not say "... i'm going to get my period for my birthday." believe me. because my menstrual cycle will be known as Present, not Period for the whole of this month.

and, lastly! to end off my post.

NOBODY WANTS TO BE LONELY
by christina aguilera and ricky martin


Why, why, why
Oh ooh ohh heey

There you are, in a darkened room
And you're all alone, looking out the window
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows
In the shadows
Come to me, come to me
Can't you see that

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you

(Why) ooh ohh yeah, (why) oh why, (why)

Ooh ooh, yeah
Can you hear my voice, do you hear my song
It's a seranade, so your heart can find me, ohh
And suddenly you're flying down the stairs
Into my arms, baby, ohh

Before I start going crazy
Going crazy, ohh
Run to me
Run to me
Cause I'm dying...

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (cry, i dont wanna cry)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why

Why, why don't you let me love you
I wanna feel you need me
Feel you need me
Just like the air you're breathing
Breathing, I need you here in my life

Don't walk away, don't walk away
Don't walk alway, walk away
Oh, no, Oh no...

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry...yeah yeah

Nobody wants to be lonely (yeah ohh ooh)
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside (inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Let me love you...

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry...)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you



heaven on earth
10:20 pm