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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF.

I REALLY DO.

i'm amazed. how in the world did someone like me actually exist? how can i be so stupid, and be so stupid again?

it's not like your menstrual cycle, it's not a monthly thing.

and now i don't know what to do, or what to say. i don't even have the mood for anything now.

it's so ironic, and stupid. why do you remember the things you want to forget, yet forget the things you want to remember?

there's seriously something wrong with me. so wrong you can never rectify it. it's always been like this.

and it's all my fault. and i don't even know when it happened, how it happened.

and i don't even have the mood for obs now. i don't even have the mood to go anywhere tmr, because i'll just get reminded of this again and again and again.

and i'm sorry for this angsty(?) post. i'm sorry for causing pain to everyone by even existing.

heaven on earth
7:41 pm