Tuesday, September 13, 2005
OH HOW I LOVE YOU SO.
ooh. we're supposed to hand in the yellow form on thursday. and until now, i'm not sure as to whether i wanna go for ip or not. and it's weird. cos it seems like the whole world have decided on what they want. apart from some people who goes arnd asking almost the whole world about their choices and such. it's weird, don't you know.
not that i have that much choices to make. but still, i have to make a decision. if i go for ip, i'll end up at hci, and it's such a bore. like, nanyang, then hci. and i don't really like the subject combinations they offer. or should i say, the programme doesn't appeal to me that much as it seems to appeal to others.
and if i choose to go for the o level track, it ain't any better. cos at the end of my four years in nanyang i'll start to think about where i should go and where i shouldn't go. and i'll most probably end up at hci. because i'm not pretty nor skinny nor rich. and i'm not a bimbo. and i don't like the culture of some schools. so you see, i practically don't have anywhere to go. and by then it'll be tough, with all that nanyang ip girls rushing in there. and hci, is afterall, a world-class institution. hahaha.
oh, but i still have overseas as an option.
hahaha. maybe i should quit school tmr and go to malaysia to study.
but i think i'll most probably go for ip. cos even if it doesn't work out, i'll have three hundred (?) people to die with me. plus the two other ip batches before us. and i guess the reason why it doesn't appeal to me that much is because nothing much seems to appeal to me nowadays.
like how i just read clrs' blog and realize eoys are approaching and they'll be here in twenty days' time. oh great. and right now i'm not panicking or mugging or doing anything right. which is bad. cos since the end of term two, my marks have been going, going, down. (not gone, or at least i hope so.) like everyone is busy mugging and all i know is to do last minute work. how nice, penny. and you know what's the purpose of this post? it's to instill some guilt in me. so that i know that i've sinned and i ought to study.
and you know what? it's not working.
ohwells. i think i'm lazy to the bone.
haa. they say you reap what you sow.
so i shall await my doom.
(OH GOOD. AFTER ALL THESE I STILL DON'T FEEL GUILTY ENOUGH TO STUDY. oh, but at least i promised myself a printing-notes session tmr.)
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