Wednesday, July 20, 2005
i can't be bothered to study lately. no mood.
one part of me keeps urging me to mug. to have better time management and all that shit. but it seems like i'm pushing all those thoughts aside.
it started since, nats? after all that happiness, i think i sorta refuse to pull myself back to reality, that i'm one heck of a stupid idiot and the best thing that i can ever do is to study.
i'm a nerd. but no mugger. this is badddddddd.
if i die today, so many ppl would be affected. see.
people would be sad
there would be one less person to hate
daphnemoo would have no one to do all that traumatising child abuse
jellymo would have one less person to call an asshole
batch 14 would have one less fat person
eugenia would have no more stalker
zijing would have no one to bug her to do art
faith would have one less person to compare with in terms of body size
melissa would lose her abuse-authority-partner
bernice would no longer need to fear that her so-called rich hot sexy handsome boyfriend would have an affair with her stalker
beatrice would not get her german test paper back
peijin would have no partner
xueling would lose her clammie and she won't be able to see my act chio act sexy kissy smile
sir would lose one player (erm?)
210 would have one less hopeless classmate
the seat beside zhuoxuan would be empty
liwen would not be able to say how slack her half-table mate is
chaiping would have to go third lang alone on tuesdays
clrs would have no one who will wanna seduce her
quekie would have one less person to do great fibonacci numbers presentation with
jocelyn would hate me for not replying her letter before i die
ariel would not want to get her shorts back
manymanymore
hahaha. stupid reasons i give, but, whatever.
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