and it's sorta bad when you know you're sad and you try to be happy, to no avail. before and after third lang, i was either thinking a lot, or not thinking at all. i'm not sure, all i know was i didn't talk much and i'm sad abt how i am now.
i know it probably doesn't matter 10 years down the road, but it definitely matters to me now.
and i hate it when ppl talk to me in that sorta way when i'm feeling down. like miss-oh-so-helpful, all talk and no action huh?
some people are quite self-centred too, i realized.
i don't deny that i'm selfish, but sometimes your actions irritate me.
on a happier note, sunday was rather fun. to me, that is. chaiping, clarisse, yujie and me went to wildwildwet. it isn't exactly very wild, as i had expected. just like escape, the rides aren't thrilling. but they're fun! maybe cos it involves water. i don't think i swim very well, but i do like the water.
heh. so we went on all the rides. there was this bicycle thing, which clrs and i sat, and striked sexy poses while sending flying kisses to those sepehpehs. heh. chaiping and yujie were behind, simply riding. so boring, unlike clrs and i, the sexy ones.
sat the v-slide thing, i guess it was okay. chaiping's legs were so long, that she didn't need to stretch, to get her legs under my arms. grr. and before that clrs and chaiping were playing with their chewing gum, so gross. chaiping was trying to shape it like dung, while clrs was busy trying to get it off her fingers while saying, 'it's sticky, sticky!' HEH.
the waterworks thing was dark. i'm so glad i didn't get stuck. HAHA. the last time we took it, we decided to shout/scream. so cool, it echos. so i was like, 'HELLO (LOLOLO)' heh. the guy was laughing at us.
ularlah was this big float thing. yeah, i expected it to be really mild. heh. sat with this couple, and i added in lots of fake screams to it. haha. they were all laughing at me, cos i sounded so fake, like as if i was hyperventilating. i was practically, squealing. AHHH!
during lunch, we were listening to some karaoke competition prize thing, and clrs and i should have joined. honestly. we sing much better! that malay woman who sang 'my heart will go on' got 8th prize. and she wasn't exactly good. haha, of course your heart will go on, if not how to finish the song? had free kfc lunch, and popcorn. good for gaining weight. fats, to be exact.
i like shiok river best. it isn't like those scary type, kind of relaxing. chaiping and i were trying different ways of capsizing, and different positions on the float. it's like the low-class initial d, cos it was really initial drifting. haha. was fun, went for lots of rounds. it's like our first station, then when queueing for that samsung thing we took turns to play, then after that we went for like, i dunno how many rounds. heh. the last time we went for it, it was really fun. clrs and i attracted lots of attention cos we did many stupid things. even the lifeguards were laughing at us. there was this mad indian guy who kept pooring water in, but luckily it didn't get to me. haha. clrs the sexiest hunk, and penny the sexiest babe, now have a band, called SEXIEST. honestly, we are sexy okay. unlike those stick thin figures who resemble bamboos, we have fats to show. (: we danced, and i played the bass guitar while she played the drums. her belly was part of her instrument, but mine actually produces better sound quality, maybe cos it's bigger. we hooked our legs together, and started doing sit-ups, which really weren't sit-ups at all. more of neck exercises, but we were trying to act tough. then we went to practise our synchro swimming, which was nice. haha. we are SO NEAT. ppl behind were laughing, and copying. we also went arnd in our sexy poses, waving to ppl, and blowing flying kisses. haha. talked a lot, abt some people. and laughed and laughed. people looked at us like we're freaks, but i don't care. (:
before i forget to mention! yujie has a major crush on clrs. she couldn't jump up on her float at first. but once she saw clrs, she jumped on it successfully. HEHHEH. sth interesting going on!
for dinner we ate burger king. stupid clrs. you didn't tell/remind us abt the student meals! grr. you idiot. haha. so we received good deals, eating star potatoes which were really pretty, for 20 cents. i was the major shareholder kay. yujie and chaiping, were, erm, sponges? HAHA. i bought two boxes, clrs bought one. oohlala.
after that was arcade. i don't really go to the arcade a lot, cos i feel that it's a waste of money. what's more, i'm not good at it. haha. but i admit it! not like some act zai guys go there and try to act as if they're good. :/ so then we played daytona racecar, which is super heart-attack-ish. i was screaming and screaming. haha. i played with clrs, by the way. haha. our car was number one, and yet we got third for two games. but who cares lah, i'm also not a racer like takumi, so not to worry. what's more, you don't have to pay fines if you break traffic rules in the game! so it's good. haha. i decided that i'm hopeless at driving, but aiyah, i'll learn when i'm 18. hope i don't anger my driving instructor too much though. but the last game! we got second. cos chaiping was jian and bumped into us. haha. we had a dented car and got second leh! but it was clrs who drove. erm, but i have the credit of a supporter? just admit it, we are zai. :/
haha, parapara! so cute yujie was lead dancer. clrs and i were the extras, merely did some side actions. heh. we were good, baby. clrs was the sponsor, so by right she should have stood at a side and admire our hot dance moves. but she didn't. haha. after all shes supposed to be the sexiest hunk! HEH. we were experiencing our first times, and we got third for the high score list. so imagine if we practised, we would be queen of parapara. even if not parapara, also got paparara.
so then we went home. yep. and rushed our hw. i had lots of unfinished hw but i went anyway.
i'm so glad that i went though. not like agreeing and then CANCELING it. heehaa.