i'm glad that after 13++ years of life, okay 14, i've turned out like that.
yeah, like that.
as in, maybe i'm like a slacker who copies hw and all, earning looks of disgusts from some of my classmates, but at least i still do my work.
so what if there are people who dislike me, thinking i'm so lousy and all? at least i don't think so.
i know that i have friends who are there for me. and i know that i do have some worthy points to name of.
i do agree that i bitch a lot, abt others, but half the time it's just like half of my opinion of them. i do gossip, and i can be very mean, but i don't think i'm that nice a person in the first place. and i'm not hypocritical! at least i think so. [who cares abt what you say. -=D]
at least when i'm pissed i tell you in the face [or so i think], when i don't wanna let you see my stuff i just tell you [which is rather seldom cos i hardly have anything to lend others], which i think it's better. maybe the person may say i'm selfish and all, but at least i don't go complaining after that.
i may appear heck care abt some things, but at the end of the day, i still care abt them. [basically cos i have to. :/ haha.]
and i don't think i'm pretentious. most of the time at least. :)
i may be uncouth, fat and impolite.
but whats the use of appearing so polite and si wen when you feel so restrained?
and i no longer think that i suck, even though i may still experience sucky loser days.