i think shi sheng lian are gross. as in like, teacher and student in love. yuck. imagine him looking down on you [literally] during lessons and holding your hand after lessons. and during lessons he asks you qns abt his subject, and calls you darling outside sch. hmm. and like why would you fall in love with some one who teaches you? or someone you teach? yuck. this is gross.
i've never like, liked a teacher before though. as in not even admire like in those compos where they write "wo zui jing pei de lao shi" or stuff like that. hahaha. i don't think they will ever inspire or motivate me. as in they do nth but teach what. most of the time i think those students are just lying in their compos. either that or that those teachers they are writing abt are their parents. or siblings. heh.
heard from tan jia hui that best denki sells zen micro for like $339. which is like wow. that's like 30 bucks cheaper than where i got it. argh. and i still think black suits me better than white. cos it can camouflage. and stupid jiahui. stop telling me that best denki sells it in a cheaper price to like agitate (?) me. ahahaha. it's not my money anyway.
stop pretending. stop finding excuses for yourself. stop finding fault in other people when you're the faulty one. just stop it.